Envious

Its been so long since things were "normal" that I think I have forgotten what it is like. Today I watched a couple walking hand in hand down the sidewalk, laughing, chatting and really enjoying each others company. Another thing Alzheimer's has robbed us of. I really miss heartfelt conversation with Bob.. Hell-- I now miss meaningless conversation too....
I was envious.. and then I was in tears......
I hate this disease.